Finding My Way Back

Have you ever experienced an intense creative block?  A creative black hole so deep, you feel as though you will never emerge.  For well over a year, I experienced a creative block that left me feeling uninspired and frustrated.  When I had the occasional moment of inspiration, I would pull out all the materials required for a project, but I would lose the desire to create as soon as I had everything out.  Without cutting, painting, or writing a thing, I would put my materials away.  This went on and on.  After a while I just didn’t bother to pull out the materials.  If I had an idea, I would jot down or sketch the idea in my sketchbook and that would be it.

Eventually, I forced myself to work through this period. I had an unfinished mixed-media piece that I wanted to finish for a friend. I worked on the piece in intervals and over time I was able to complete the piece. Working on something that was already started relieved the pressure of creating something from scratch. This experience changed my perspective regarding unfinished projects. Instead of a waste of time and materials, unfinished projects are merely intended to serve a purpose at a later date.

I thought a lot about what got me into that creative block.  During this time I was struggling with certain events in my personal life.  Instead of turning to art, I turned my back on it.  I feel stronger than ever that creating can be a great source of healing and refuge.  In fact, as I was slowly recovering from my block I discovered Tam of Willowing. Tam offers a wonderful selection of online art courses.  One of Tam’s online classes is titled, “The Heart of Art”.  The free class focuses on using art for healing.  The class is broken down into 4 weeks and allows you to go at your own pace.  It is a great way to sort through your thoughts and emotions.

I think another contributing factor to the creative block is my tendency to go into creative overload, mainly by trying to cram in too many projects at once.  This leaves me feeling overwhelmed and burnt out.  In an attempt to prioritize and manage my projects more effectively, I have started creating bullet lists of projects that I would like to accomplish.  I continue to jot down and sketch ideas in my sketchbook for future brainstorming.

I have recognized my need for developing better creative habits.  Earlier this year, I purchased Art at the Speed of Life (book) by Pam Carriker.  Pam has a great chapter titled, “So Many Supplies, So Little Time”.  I found the Pyramid Scheming exercise very useful.  Immediately after reading this book, I set to work at purging my art supplies.  I kept all the materials related to the media I enjoy most and gave away everything else.  I felt so renewed by performing this act.  I have better focus and I can actually find the supplies I need.

As agonizing as my creative block was, I learned a lot about myself and my creative process.  The new and improved me is glad to be back in the creative world.